Because they never demand anything from you. Just being there is sometimes enough. and singing along, ahhh, have you ever tried? And you really have to subdue all that live. I am gonna be so alone in the back against the wall, head low, no friends, into it> Good. EVERYONE will hate me after this concert. And I say, when I own my own LTJ and they want to fly ion, then we can talk
I am changing jobs. So things will get a bit more serious, if that can be true in a greater sense of new people. That's really all I need. The work is the work, same with different chemicals, they say that I am a Scientist now. Oh. Oh? I read and know of real people who play that title so beautifuly. I hope to come in and upset them all in the passionate way. If I leave anything, I hope to leave it "better". And that is so selfishly defined. A very heartfelt and scary change for me soon. No choice. Need the new people to piss off or just disturb in a good way, my REAL job. Find the passion and inspire. Only thing that I am any good at really.
Tip of the Day:
Trouncing around Oak Flats campgroung and climbing palm trees for the first time may leave your arms a bit bumpy from bites and scrapes but it is still worth going there.
Okay, so obligatory G. updayte? See we date that way, with a y in the middle. Funny, huh?
Probably only reason is that I am so needing to find my passion right now. What the hell am I going to do with this life?!!
See, so selfish. Ughhh! Keep focused on 2011 plan for the MOX. Have I explained? Prob way not, for good reason, NO CLUE! Actually I do have a plan. And the fact that the calander comes to an end in 2012 makes it even more fun to try to actuate. :)
Gonna have to get some. You know, REAL action. REAL life. FLOW.
Discipline 2007, my motto. Going pretty well given the sidewinds. pretty music, pretty skies, good funny people, what else is there? Serious, yikes, not something I know. Not sure I'm ready or willing to grow up yet.
yeah, life is good.
This will make all the typos okay:
Sent from my Wireless BlackBerry.
An interactive exploration of life for those of us who interpret "monkdom" a bit untraditionally.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Poetry in Motion

Wow! Wow! Wow! and probably an OMG! or twenty-two...
So, yeah, took the Littles to the skatepark wit da G. The usual for me, hangin' Sublime or Stoopid on the side of the concrete. Holy Fajoly, G knows how to skate! I hope he never does that again, I could barely watch (I said barely); cool top-o-da-ridge tricks and ramps 9' tall, he just runs at them. I would never admit it but i love the times he pops up out of the bowl right in front of me, board flying (yet controlled), yikes! and yum! Have I mentioned how sweet his eyes are? That's all I see; good thing, can't bare to watch him crash down the 10-year old again or scuff and slide the west wall, ouch!
Crazy people, love them all. This dude like G, looks like him a too:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3_1Y8UoLIu4
Picking up a couple of clearance cool new decks for the kids on Saturday and maybe a pad or two and then back to our nice and safe skatepark.
I am completely mesmerized by now, right now, if "now" is this millisecond to next 24 hours, about all I can know, hmmm, know even tho know that that's no different.
So, yeah, took the Littles to the skatepark wit da G. The usual for me, hangin' Sublime or Stoopid on the side of the concrete. Holy Fajoly, G knows how to skate! I hope he never does that again, I could barely watch (I said barely); cool top-o-da-ridge tricks and ramps 9' tall, he just runs at them. I would never admit it but i love the times he pops up out of the bowl right in front of me, board flying (yet controlled), yikes! and yum! Have I mentioned how sweet his eyes are? That's all I see; good thing, can't bare to watch him crash down the 10-year old again or scuff and slide the west wall, ouch!
Crazy people, love them all. This dude like G, looks like him a too:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3_1Y8UoLIu4
Picking up a couple of clearance cool new decks for the kids on Saturday and maybe a pad or two and then back to our nice and safe skatepark.
I am completely mesmerized by now, right now, if "now" is this millisecond to next 24 hours, about all I can know, hmmm, know even tho know that that's no different.
Everyone asleep, fishtank buzzing and a dripping nicely, cool blue hum of the bluetooth G buying for me. I am looking to be that aweful old person: techno-mucho-antiphobe+ ugh>
really, keep up! adapt or die. Is it okay if I drool on my shirt while contemplating our reason for existance? Or in my regard, perhaps it is mandatory, the drooling.
I have to snooze, Roosevely Dam area
I have to snooze, Roosevely Dam area
Lay-er
Deba
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
I Said He's a Skater Boy, Said See You Later Boy
Me & Littles getting into the hip skater scene. I be da Poser, nice fat Vans, barely laced... Oh the humanity! The people have been super cool to we newbies I must say, and watching the gentlemen dance to Sublime simply blows my mind, quite beautiful really. I even get a heart-on when I hear the slapping decks in the background over a cell phone, too nice.
I'm pretty sure that my oldest just stuck a piece of balogna on my back, not really sure, didn't look but it was a smidge wet and cold and felt pretty good, you know just how bologna feels but my only concern is that we are heading to the park right now and what if I have a chunk of balogna on my back? Will it look like I'm peeling as it dries? I'm a bit tan so it may simply look like a piece of bologna stuck to my back. Is that concidered cool at the skate park? Oh well, kids in car, suppose it's time to find out...
My bro out shopping for a car, he's filming from the back seat actually, no idea who's driving.
http://www.youtube.com:80/watch?v=enTtPBRVmHw
Man I love youtube!
Me & G good, I freak, he tells me to chill, I chill, we happy. :)
Later,
Mox
I'm pretty sure that my oldest just stuck a piece of balogna on my back, not really sure, didn't look but it was a smidge wet and cold and felt pretty good, you know just how bologna feels but my only concern is that we are heading to the park right now and what if I have a chunk of balogna on my back? Will it look like I'm peeling as it dries? I'm a bit tan so it may simply look like a piece of bologna stuck to my back. Is that concidered cool at the skate park? Oh well, kids in car, suppose it's time to find out...
My bro out shopping for a car, he's filming from the back seat actually, no idea who's driving.
http://www.youtube.com:80/watch?v=enTtPBRVmHw
Man I love youtube!
Me & G good, I freak, he tells me to chill, I chill, we happy. :)
Later,
Mox
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
These post in order i guess
so there's a new old one, damn TIME! Back one or two entries. Eeeee gad! April crazies seem to be calming into the May blooms, we'll see...
Oh my, fun! Still need somebody.
Doppleganging, done that at least once! Feels good to fly and then fall back into your body and awake with a start in the exact same position you dreamed you fell back into your bed, hmmm... just a messin' wit da energy, that's all. It happens. G's got all his bulbs blowing in the house right now, I told him that turning them out is a lot easier than turning them on, say a street lamp or row of highway lights, much harder. But that is my crazy thinking
http://groups.google.com/group/ParanormalGhostSociety/browse_thread/thread/59c87c2ba5deb62a/bb60162317f6a840?q=monk&rnum=9&_done=%2Fgroup%2FParanormalGhostSociety%2Fbrowse_thread%2Fthread%2F59c87c2ba5deb62a%2Fbb60162317f6a840%3Fq%3Dmonk%26rnum%3D9
Back to "reality":
Life is delicious, not always what you would expect and always WAY more than you need. Satisfying at the core, sometimes leaving you wanting more...
and that is good.
Me a bit sad today, no particular reason, the Body Worlds, the family talk, the sweet kids, the G. strain, the wish no bloody<>>>
http://groups.google.com/group/ParanormalGhostSociety/browse_thread/thread/59c87c2ba5deb62a/bb60162317f6a840?q=monk&rnum=9&_done=%2Fgroup%2FParanormalGhostSociety%2Fbrowse_thread%2Fthread%2F59c87c2ba5deb62a%2Fbb60162317f6a840%3Fq%3Dmonk%26rnum%3D9
Back to "reality":
Life is delicious, not always what you would expect and always WAY more than you need. Satisfying at the core, sometimes leaving you wanting more...
and that is good.
Me a bit sad today, no particular reason, the Body Worlds, the family talk, the sweet kids, the G. strain, the wish no bloody<>>>
Thursday, May 3, 2007
G's so good at putting the chill in the air. And I am so good at asking him to do so. Mucho mucho bueno for both!
K. So where were we last? Tears & fears? No not there now. He tossed a couple of Einstein quotes, me a few Walden and we're kosher. That is about what it takes for us. Did I mention that we see each other for 4 hours on Sunday only? That is our hole (i said hole) impossible realtionship.
He's thinking about going into Sales, anyone out there besides G need a microscope? Good ones, like for realz.
Here's why he's qualified, boyfriend and friend (or models in their likeness):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vlu6cyIqxB8&NR=1
Not sure I... !!! Yeh! my ringtone! If anyone can tell me how to get it on T-Mobile, Bandelero, by yes, Stoopid. pretty, pretty twiddlilies of guitar, want to hear that sound EVERY day.
Go here sometime:
http://www.theonion.com/content/
Oh man, life is good. I just need to chill. :)
Mox
K. So where were we last? Tears & fears? No not there now. He tossed a couple of Einstein quotes, me a few Walden and we're kosher. That is about what it takes for us. Did I mention that we see each other for 4 hours on Sunday only? That is our hole (i said hole) impossible realtionship.
He's thinking about going into Sales, anyone out there besides G need a microscope? Good ones, like for realz.
Here's why he's qualified, boyfriend and friend (or models in their likeness):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vlu6cyIqxB8&NR=1
Not sure I... !!! Yeh! my ringtone! If anyone can tell me how to get it on T-Mobile, Bandelero, by yes, Stoopid. pretty, pretty twiddlilies of guitar, want to hear that sound EVERY day.
Go here sometime:
http://www.theonion.com/content/
Oh man, life is good. I just need to chill. :)
Mox
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
Walden, Man This Feels a Bit Full Circle
I actually wrote this maybe 2 weeks ago but didn"t publish. Rather than trying to re-read (ugh no!) and reason through WHY i didn't publish at the TIME, I am just going to send it on into daylight, so there! Smooches, Mox.
Anyone remember Walden? Got any email Walden shit? Like page 141 and 159? Think it is Thoreau, the guy that saw the ice and ants and a fire as mesmerizing, enuf for you to live on. he was alone tho, hmmm. I say add ANY second human and his writings would have been horrendously less blissful. Anyone argue that? How about this, add any additional person and add joy, misery, challenge beyond your brain, to every moment of being.
So let's sprinkle this challenge with 5 & 3 a needin'.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HrLJ6Saq7u4
yeah, another good(?)
Anyone remember Walden? Got any email Walden shit? Like page 141 and 159? Think it is Thoreau, the guy that saw the ice and ants and a fire as mesmerizing, enuf for you to live on. he was alone tho, hmmm. I say add ANY second human and his writings would have been horrendously less blissful. Anyone argue that? How about this, add any additional person and add joy, misery, challenge beyond your brain, to every moment of being.
So let's sprinkle this challenge with 5 & 3 a needin'.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HrLJ6Saq7u4
yeah, another good(?)
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