Saturday, June 30, 2007

Pining Away the Moments That Make Up a Dog Day...


BOO!




So webfull and webless over past 5 days, up in the Pines (reverent beings, they). I got the downstairs bedroom with the spider that we were sure would stay under the bed. It did, probably...




Good news is that me and one of the Littles climbed up high on mother Earth in two separate events and for reasons only Spirit will know, she kept us close. Really only 10 foot drops onto rocks, kinda like falling off your roof, but still better not to have fallen and to have learned also.

The Stang made her maiden family highway voyage with excellence, except all silly 6 cylinders were screaming on the uphill part. She's not a GT, I know, :( but she's cute around town and loves the topless Stoopid psychedelic city racing.

I have to do my nails. And maybe crash a 4th party this week, and an old husband's wedding in October!! What do you want to bet that they invite me?


So, it was my birthday and guess what I got? Yep, a copy of this Psychology Today that someone gave me that actually had nothing to do with being dissed but that she thought I would love because it is Psychology Today, and in general so f'ing interesting. Ha! Life is so funny.

But the JOB dis is da dis! I be a living hard right now. I will keep up the shoulders as far as guys go, but the job dis was a COMPLETE SURPRISE! And a HUGE motivator! Have already ,ade contacts, resume drops, and plans running WAY hard (I said hard!).

Boy, boy, boy... pretty... I need to get some giutar time, plus Hip Hop dance!

Best love to all of you,
Mox












My problem is that I LOVE irony, so I'm sure that I am asking for it.













Can't wait to see where I am working in another year, any bets on Bioscience? Too funny! But actually interested in that and behavioural health, and Business, we'll see what happens. Anyone have any leads?











The new guys are not pilots anymore but do tend demographically towards exec African American; kinda fun life is when you are bouncing on Her breeze, eh?











Open hearted and pool bound...












Mox







Saturday, June 23, 2007

Sometimes a Girl Just Wants a Little Caulk

Like right now!

I have lots of caulk just hanging around so went out to grab a tube to fill my crack ... [no way! OMG who said that!] But silly true. Recaulking the master bath.

That leaves me wondering if I have the right caulk for the job? And is it big enough? Perhaps I need some caulk that will last a little longer than the last caulk, you know? That was way easy & nice but only lasted 3 months.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MeWNdijbjxo

And it is always good to work the caulk with your fingers and a sponge, although I've never tried the sponge technique, I think he's right.


Grass is growing,
Wind be blowing,
Life is flowing,
Me be rolling,
On.

Mox out.

Sunday, June 17, 2007

PSYBorg

ahhh...

Have CrackBerry music on RANDOM, didn't plan it that way but that's the way it is! Hops from Doors to Alice in Chains to Slightly Stoopid to Beetovan (sp?), not to mention Nick Drake and the rest of them.

Oh, btw, bongo guy informed me today that it is a jimbay drum and not a bongo drum, nice! Like his his music in the park every Sunday morning.

Spent all day in the pool and still need to water the flowers...

eee gad! more random Nick Drake. Okay, probably doesn't exist on the internet but i'll try, hang on a sec...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hXbgMWf4gyY

This guy has a nice neck too.

Ok, gotta go find somone to sleep with... In my dreams!

Mox, the happy pillow hugger.

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Carrerra Bound

So I'm getting pool supplies at a local pool place and the guy confronts me, "I have a '68 Mustang but I'm not allowed to drive it, too high risk."
I am there simply because I need a pool filter. after stating that MY Mustang is a 2001 and a 6 cylinder I appologise. He says, "Don"t even talk to me unless you are talking 8 cylinders," so I state that that I am saving up for the Carrera. end of subject...

I gotta get a Charger and pimp it, maybe in the interim. Saw one today that was breathtaking, spinners set on STUN! He had all 4 on "still" if that is even possible, and the nearly Stoopid tunes that were flowing out dat ting. Big Zing! Me & pretty tows were mesmerized. We had to stare and bet on the air system possibilities...

Okay, so new buzz words, passion is passe but zing... Zing is the thing! Everyone is talking sexy and passion and sustainability but package all dat and call it Zing. A product must have the zing to make it worth the thing of making it a product that becomes a thing.

I like da zing. G is a zinger. Making more Zing connex is a 2007-2009 major goal.

Okay, no media tonight loves, just me. wish all the lot of you, all my love; with a whole heart and a strong gratitude. And a bounce that sparks from within...

Mox






How to:

http://www.wikihow.com/Be-a-Good-Father

Friday, June 15, 2007

Camping Alone & Fine

Picked up one, dropped another Little.

Dropped one Big. Oh well, he went WAY cold So fast that I never even saw it coming. It happens.

mind set:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oz8ctHV3nwA

So decided to leave work at noon today, got home in time to read my new book Blink, love it already. Tells how to be now! Love that shit!

K, time to watch RV (movie with Robin Williams) for the 3rd time, funny to me, and so apt for me.

Snugglin' with no one in Smile-land! Damn, I don't even have a dude sleeping on my couch... tonight.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Break Up Flowers Are a Bad Idea






Tip of the Day:




If you like a guy and he likes another girl "better" then DON'T ask him to send you flowers 2 weeks later, ugghhhh!!! Do you see my pretty happy flowers?






I really like them. There is this purple one that one of the guys at work pointed out smells not like you'd expect, very herbaceous and cool/refreshing really. Girls at front desk giggled over huge, heavy, "break up flowers" thing and asked why he might not be a keeper... ahhh, hilariously ironic, eh?




So that prompted me to do the Pros and Cons of Seein' da G. Because as anyone who knows me way-to-well will know that I have little concept of time and therefore what the hell is goodbye? [Think Jim Morrison only not as, as, perhaps yet... not stoned, just a freaky perspective, wherever you get it from.] That could happen at any moment of any day with anyone you know, the goodbye thing, right? So live immediate and full, no? Easy said, harder done, WAY harder done. I will be quitting my job over $5K and an attitude of freedom later this week. Who dares me? Just had it locked up in the cubicle, just was again today...
Btw, the actually laughed at my $10K salary increase that I asked for; I am so in the wrong business! We'll see what happens. Ah, time will tell ;)


Okay, man. I never have anything to say and write ridiculous amounts of words that are the only thing that I am. I have nothing right now, nothing. I suppose it is a blank slate upon which to build but the so many options are overwhelmingly delicious.




Let's have a vote. Examining the the Pros and Cons, should I maintain contact, in any form, wit da G?




You know what I think happens? You eventually get what you want, just thru living. I want to be more blond and happier. Find a friend to stand tall next to me, fun and nice. Then just take over the world with plan 29-CLF, Complete Likeability Factor 29G.


Reality is SO funny. Gotta just love it...


I haven't even quit work yet and I already have the David Berry shirt hanginging (yes hanginging!) off the back of my computer chair. Damn, can't wait to quit, to finally live, or better, serve. I have a 2011 plan that better serves myself, my family and hopefully as many people as I can inspire, from the heart, with passion. Just not really sure what exactly that looks like yet. I am in year 1 of Reimage2011 so not very afraid of steady progress against goals, but the angst builds...

As I tell G (and everyone else), I have this horrible personality fun of delusions of grandeur to inferiority complex :) In a good "staying in da stoopid river of life that THEY expect," horrible abidance to the RULES.
Got my Stoopid tix for here and might, way might! see them again in Portland, that would be cool, just need to figure out how to twirl on my back and cut da moves while donning the little black dress and heels...
This is too FUN and LONG (have I mentioned G. yet) that I need to GET OFF(oh don't even!). It's like knowing your tiles are shaky on the shuttle. I would fly EVERY time and hope to burn and die or live as fully as I ever could. G. makes me feel that way when I am with him, not horrible, not wacky, more ENGAGED in what we are both persuing, different likely, yet similar.
He's cool, and positive. And that is enuf sometimes to risk the adventure. I have a little sack of magic but he brings a tool box full of surprises. My THING is set on "learn" right now, so as simple as it may seem, I will continue to be the da person that you just want to hit in the head with a brick so they get it!
The less I think, the better I feel. [someone said that before, Stoopid going into nice 21 shirt video Nasty Man.]
Smooches.
Mox a Rox


Sunday, June 10, 2007

Yes! Yes! Yes!

I did the best I could today. It's still early tho so anything can happen, hopefully more of the same...



Back from de travel, it was wonderful. Had a Sage salesman as my escort, a newbie tech dude in tow made everything so... so... just good, right, heart strong. That's all I care about anymore anyway, da heart.



In business I am becoming a great entrepreneur! The first steps are spelling the e word correctly enuf and quitting your job. Looking to do the second this coming week. I gave them my dollar figure, let's see what happens.



Getting flowers from G. tomorrow because he's starting work and... what does that have to do with sending me flowers? He has some reason why that should correlate, for me just send the pretty Stoopid things and let me enjoy them. Oh yes, break up flowers, after the fact. Totally Stoopid, eh? for some reason we always knew that we should hang as friends and yet we went after things like dogs in heat, yeah, no love just hot, tinge of like, passionate yummy person on person, what else? Talk, smokes, talk, PonP, more talk, smokes...



I am so excited to know his people, has to be a crazy dude in there somewhere for da Mox.

Monday, June 4, 2007

G-Love Meet PimpButterD


Ah, passion! Not fearless yet there is no other way.


Off to WESTconsin tomorrow. Sorry, just a pet-peeve like NUCULUR, it's nu-clear!@ughh! [Who would have guessed it was a web site?]




Bold moves everywhere, funny. Like, "Hi, met you downtown month's ago, party mit da Debs?"


BTW: MAJOR CLARIFY: The G-love I knew was WAY dif than the REAL G-love. The REAL one is true and caring about other people, exactly the opposite as you figure people...


After I get back, get to have horrible little procedures done to my body because other people screwed up, and it's probably fine anyway. Might get to see my girlfriend again, did I write about that??


Catch you on the flip-side of 37K feet and a touch & go or 2.


Boo!