Never Give Your Man Your Blog

OMG! OMG! OMG! MAN ALERT!

I am officially dating my first Grandpa! Never really got the HOLY COW! of that until Halloween, like today! came around and who we might trick-or-treat with. Yikes! Makes me better by association tho really; smart enuf to have them young, he is. (yeah, Yoda)

I'm getting closer to 10 brain cells left and getting happier. I hear that really rich people move into assisted living at 50 so that they can persue their dreams without worring about daily tasks. [I like this alt-thinking, progressive, easy for me to spell!]

I also hear that reality rich people have some really nice homes, just nice, warm homes, that reflect their nature.

I like Tom enuf not to have him a part of my blog now.

Nothing else da Mox can say

On Becoming Again

What a wonder is the daughter who becomes the teacher, mother, inspiration for myself & others. If I could only be as beautiful as her, ever...



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-T35WXFOmwI




I get sad at the weirdest times, like eating, and when people play the cello, and when my hands are so dry and other people feel the same way, literally. I'm sad now. I miss G.

There's a bazillion reasons why we're not; for me just sad, sad, sad. I feel, ughh... ohhh.. for the hundreth time i cry... too stupid, I am.

see, problem is that i believe in the love that is of Across the Universe and I have no home to light on, you know? Actually, sadder because I have made a way scary decision, makes me cry 10 times worse,


went away for ten minutes and feel 10 times better.


Live Life! Live On! Live Free! Live your heart...


Mox

Dream

The word that everyone knows means happiness to me!

On Holy Water and Elevation

The holy water was welcomed and helped; I need moore> If I can only get those carbon emissions down around the toilet then I am sure the Zen principles normally practiced might make things smell good; or do boys just piss everywhere?

my great traaining in Daoist religigion says, "Yes" so being the the practicing Daoist that I am, I say, "Wipe that shit off the seat!" I would pick up a scorpion before letting one step on it, and never EXPECT anyone to ever do the same. (Call me out every time please to help me!)

Bored, gone in search of...




On Using Diff operating SyS ALL AT THE SAME TIME:




On Tingly-Phone-Things:


On Marketing Things:
Oh! so my last connection to norm was SO wrong! Marketing note: ELEVATION and not inspiration (shhh! save for next maybe.) So excited to hear of sdome development "elevating". cool. Beginning to hear it in radio ads, news at 11!

Quiet Dedication to Goals

Star-ange feelings fo da Mox. Bigger changes coming and a tad scary. It's kinda funny how you do every little scary thing daily and they start to add up; then one day, you realize that everything is different, elevated. And it's almost not scary now, it just is the way it is supposed to be. That's really kinda cool. And tomorrow will change again.

So, I went to my future daughter's wedding the other night, it was amazing, in so many ways. If you ever have a big wedding, always have an open bar, it brings out the best and worst in people and can lead to some classic improv moments. And all improv is, is accepting everything that happens to you as a positive event and moving forward thru TIME. Quite ridiculous, and exactly all we can do here, eh?

And I have decided that right now the professed "Elevation" new marketing buzzword is still too far out, yet. It is really going to be "Inspired" first. Mark my words Grasshopper...


http://www.amidabuddha.org/news/13Oct2007.html

Ok, time to go see a man about a horse. You all know about my horse right? Her name is Spirit. She's quite amazing; a beautiful steed full of paradox, humor and giving. I want to be more like her...

Level 3 - Waxing Moon Sculpting

just chillin'


http://www.nasa.gov/multimedia/imagegallery/image_feature_929.html

pretty.

mox

Maybe Just Being There a Little is Somtimes Enough...

...as long as you are fully engaged in the moment and nowhere else.

Learning to flow is tough. and essential.

I am surrounded by the beautiful energy! yet I am trying stupid tricks like turning street lights on (turning them off has become dull).

So to where?

No parlor tricks, no fairy magic. Just real, just here, just me.

A monk lives by (as some say) Paradox, Humor and Change, so well, I qualify. Yet making yourself available [shift F7] (ok, that was the best word for what I was looking for, anyhoo) is okay where and when you are needed, feels sublime, it flows.

Spent much of today that way, happily. Also realized that the convertible allows a clear perspective of the past, present, and future of now, unobstructed and true. A bit raw (like when it's hailing and you realize that you have essentially a rolling jacuzzi and Taco Bell becomes a good family meal when the top is secured! did that yesterday in the storm.).

So, I lost the bet, it was not the band Panic at the Disco (but WAY close the DJ said) so now I have to buy drinks and snacks for my future daughter's Dad. Damn I hate it when that happens... almost close to one of those unresolved cyclical references that spark up every now and then in Excel, you know?

So here is a tune for your listening enjoyment:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=djCUfGVd9lY

I'm gonna see if I can sleep until 10am, walk the park, clean the Zen Pool. After that I suppose that I will consult my horse Spirit and see what I should do for the rest of the weekend...

Mox In

Living in REAL TIME

Ahhh, moving towards marriages and distance. Such funny irony for my life. Perhaps a great balance for the rest of life?

This music is sweet, and I do drool (still not sure why).

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hE0ODrmaiFE&mode=related&search=

So enjoy>