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Telling thunderbolt follows epiphany, that's always a good sign of a right insight, eh? Plus if nothing else, just learning how to spell epiphany is a real thing. And as you know, I have already forgotten the epiphany, well no, not yet, but it wouldn't matter anyway because it is something I had to learn, not anyone else (obviously, otherwise I would tell them, duh!).

I love the way that time dissolves the day, the way all the aches and pains and tribulations float away into the hope of the new day. Quite amazing this human, get up the next day and try for what? thing. I keep climbing, I hope, just as Hanibal does. Does he know that my purse (a "ledge to grip" perhaps to him, is always just behind 1/8"of glass and he can never climb it? That being said, why do I keep placing my purse against his cage? Convienient for me and he is a pet we did not ask for, good enuf excuse? Me think a no> that stoopid crab has the tenacity lesson, the keep climbing, the eat your cell mates and spit

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QKNISqaCTpk


And you have no clue of : anything... please tell me of your, everything ! i miss it>>.


M*o*x

Just When You Think Uranus is Safe...

Remember what they did to Pluto recently? I say the next little guy should be worried.

http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://www.tqnyc.org/NYC062733/images/uranus%2520illustration%2520large.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.tqnyc.org/NYC062733/ura-news.htm&h=2553&w=2100&sz=2203&tbnid=QNLFAGERU4u0SM:&tbnh=150&tbnw=123&prev=/images%3Fq%3Dimage%2Bof%2Buranus%26um%3D1&start=3&sa=X&oi=images&ct=image&cd=3

So pretty, eh?

Little guy confuz for the Mox not to mention 3 diff operating systems, BB text and laptop and desktop challenges. Sometimes a 2391 means TIME to me and no one else, ughhh! Stoopid base dumming my head a happily> and what is this freaky new laptop shit that sometimes when i type an n my cursor jumps up like 3 sentences? just does, so deal. or me a freakin'?!! like always...

k, time to see what Mike wants.

Moxie

Floating on the Wind

Really, how can you go wrong with advice like this:

http://www.wikihow.com/Pick-a-Horse-Hoof

I SO now know that I know so little about now, after reading that...

Another realization: I have no purpose in life right now, so need to go find it. Turns out having fun isn't enuf by itself, go figure. Only have found a few things in this life that I am passionate about: people (espesh their life stories), dancing (usually with great ineptitude and glee), presenting anything (what a rush!), change (espesh sparkly objects), mental health (state of the system pisses me OFF!). So what the hell can I do for work that earns $8.452 million annually that ties some or all of that together? Need to figure that out, seems like that money is the right amount to really help others, really, truely give back more that I have taken, you know?

I always (we all always) hope that we leave something better than what is was at the time we encountered it. The lens is just different sometimes; and better, a challenge.

I tell you the energy is good and strong, just feeling like a trapped tiger again. I'll figure it out and land on my feet, we kittens always do...

Mox Out.

Uber Boss & All pouring Fine

Oh Man! Set and did a meeting with the bosses, bosses, boss! Went very well, my card played to the strength of my spine; went very well... me a know know a shy! nor stupid.

so... what happened yesterday? I know that my arm is way major sore from having faith that my BRAND NEW LAWNMOWER WOULD START! okay, so how do I really feel? Wait, need to hack out some Chronchitis that has been bothering me lately, did i mention that the arm candy fell thru, damn... he loves me still (tiny L for all those freaky "Love-is-a-word-not-spoken-people.") Ahhh, can't we just live and love each other in our own ways? why so much outside DISCIPLINE put on our loving of one another, it's a death sentence for the species...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SF4yHRN8w5U


Hooray! Started the new CD and for reasons I'll never know it came up on 7 right now! yeah! pretty... shaka my head a down low. "let the respect change hands," Stoopid.

Not ready for topless and stoopid angain, WAY miss the drums, Everything still #1 for da Mox.


AMAZING INSIGHT:

I just realized WHY I want a sweet man around, I want someone to hear my, "wow! guess what I ACTUALLY did today," that was bigger and better than anything I did yesterday. And scary usually, and right for people and this planet. Plus, well, I want to have crazy hairy sex in front of plate glass windows or in a coal mine or join the mile high club, or do Austrailian twins on den Zug, you know, the usual things a girl wants...

So TIP OF THE DAY

Remember that old one? I have this horrible splint on my primary F-You finger (right handed) so had that glad constraint when meeting with the uber boss. Kinda cute all taped up like my gat accidentally went off and me a chillin' with it. Oh! but why, so silly, Tip of the Day: DO NOT PULL your lawn mower starter cord aver 100 times, maybe even 25 may suggest a manual read. I prefer calling customer support, but thatr was 2 days, maybe yesterday, and my grass is STILL long. Long grass is hot. Like on a guy's face. Been a long time fo da Mox to have a heart-on. Shit pending. WTF does "pending" really mean? I need action, now, carpe momentum! ahhh...

And NO DRUMS! FAILS the album ultimately. Sorry Stoopid, me the weird one girly;) back stage looking for da one on the drum, even if only me a one-hit-wonder. If they redo this with REAL DRUMS they ELEVATE.

Oh! so just REALLY here. this week a fun week of hardcore demands at work, always looking for hot sex & mental stimulation, and fast cars. And being a "chic" who puts her Carerra against yours. Ready yet?

Mox

OMG! OMG! So Acting Casual...

So you guys know that I have to see old G. this week at the Stoopid concert right? Me way scared. For no good reason really. But still...

When you look out on the ocean

sometimes it tells you

that it just ain't right

and you turn away

and live with a smile

on your back.

and some sand

on the roof...

shaking your head,

like a sweet fool,

with but a wet tool,

shaking it for da girly fool

you a be shakin for

today.

Brilliant spark light, through plate glass rises calm fire glowing left, of dark skies rainbow clad. Finger-curtain of wet hope touches the peaks, gold Ratcheted burst of diagonal bright wham! Then peaceful wisps float away as azure

sleeps,

oblivious and re? yes, re?

esolved

evolved

in beauty.

sharper than a razorblade, way no a me me!!!

MOx Scared & Out!

New Stoopid! Everything Has Changed... Somehow Sweeter :)

Again? (like isn't that a TIME dependent concept? hate that shit). Wait WTF track is this? Ever Really Wanted, damn~ swooning, ahh... need to move to OB and get it over with...

miss drums, they be back, later; hopefully a jimbe player, I know this guy in the park. the base is SO strong! and the experimentation along the fringes of all sweet shit that IS! is so amazing.

Either they get it right (I put my money here) or they have subliminal messages that I frankly accept and welcome. Anyone who helps the bounce and makes you laugh and still...

I am happy with the new people that LIGHT me (they really delight me, yet that seems so not as like actually what they do???)

New song..... Oh you guys have know idea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



this IS SS Mathews coming to

On Rainbows, Smokes & the Clash...

Never, never, never! get used to seeing rainbows out your back door! Every time they appear, and my god in doubles mostly, the cosmic gratitu-tide is way amazing. Another one tonight, ugh, only a double... ;)

what makes life dull? is it too many rainbows?

I have been contimopaating (yes, commoplatinnng!) this thing of drama vs. fun. It seems to me that fun is always fun, while drama can be fun but can be way more not fun than fun. I suppose that i seek fun; and more simple fun is chill fun.

Fun is: racy, and tight friends, and letting strangers look down your shirt at a happy hour, and petal to the metal until you get to 5 over the speed limit, with loud music, off beat, out of context for you' shit, a funny hat, a hid gat, a smokin' jack, feeling where you at. Chill. Cool lights, hot nights, truth rights.


This one makes me drool...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DFGxauL07_I


And this one makes me hope that me's a fooly drooler...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hiQoq-wqZxg


Kick out my dog, these guys are hot! Swear the lead singer was at Dos the other night, said he was a guitarist, I figured local so poked my shit out and played as hard to get as I actually am. You either get the mind or the body, almost no one gets both to play with, seriously anyway...

So what's next? Smokes? Well, no brainer there, nobody should be a smokin', right? And sometimes, well i just

Oh Oh Oh!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gy_aahkIdEI&feature=RecentlyWatched&page=1&t=t&f=b

Grew up in Detroit, this is it. The best rap or punk remake yet be made, really remade.


Okay, we me a me a need the beauty sleep, big corporate moves tomorrow.

Mox out.
Smooches.

Wow.. Just Wow...

hey, way tired. speed dating ROCKS! it is too fun, no dates yet tho, but big banker still looking for me to confirm my suspicisions .this sunday. i'm so not sure about it, we'll see..


A real persrective on life:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vP25aXeAshA&mode=related&search=

the end is better than the beginning. sometimes. now that's a good way to look at things! i hope my ends end up better than The Bends...

oh man, i"m getting all 2 of the neurons firing at once! and you know what that does? yep, cancel them out... oh well, probably have good resons to wake up tomorrow and try all of this again, so sleepy time now.

smooches all,

Mox