All Quiet in the House of Lords

So yeah, things are chill.

Made a fire on the barbeque for me & G. to relax by, as much as people with 8 kids between them can relax! Tonight it was my turn to make 18 phone calls and race home to stop the insanity. It happens. All is good. And all was good when we popped out for a half hour before grandma got involved. Her intentions were good. Nuf said.

Still being a Stoopidhead and generally topless at work, have I ever mentioned that I have a convertible and that is the topless part? As Yoda would say, "Too boring, now are you." Oh well, it is the truth.

That, truth, I suppose is really what this is all about.

So tell me, I have been working on this sculpture made of a potato on a camping trip for a few years and I figure it is nearly done. I placed it in this magnificent still life for all to wonder at (damn ended on a preposition... is "at" a preposition?). Anyway, you see the energy in the piece.

So what else? Happy to say most everything boring! Zen pool no longer a Zen pool, more like a pool-that-people-actually-swim-in, wow. Made it through 3 hard freezes and rocks! High-fives & knucks!

I'm working on my island hand greeting, still a bit rough. Do you knucks first or fist tap first? And which hand goes first, it's really complicated, Oh Johnny get in my face and tell me the way! But again a scholarly lad suggested the quote about time being so that everything doesn't happen at once, and if you think about that, from our human perspective, that's a damn good thing. We'd be like "WOW!" then explode. So time's a good thing (oh please tell me I didn't just say that).

Have I mentioned yet how hot G. is? He was sent directly according to specifications from the "in-between" right here to me. WOW! I think I'm going to explode. He's a completely ridiculous package of interesting goodies. Do you remember being a kid looking in the dentist's treasure bin trying to choose which little goodie you might pick that time? Or like Aladin's treasure, or winning the lottery without the hassle of what to do with the money. Our impossible relationship is devine.

Okay, so. Thinking about seriously taking a hip hop class and/or going to rehab. We'll see, there's always next week to sign up. Gonna talk to some experts and see what they have to offer, I'm kinda picky.

Good night my pushiggies!

Mox

Things Happen

Hey Gang-

Me & the dude are flaky
me & my new lamp are a makey!
learning the beat is a cakey
drive in the sun all shaky, no. Know.

watchin out for you
all spillin in the pool
pumpin out the duals
all hummin in the rules

that is how you take me
lookin' back you never fake me
crammin' in the love
between the sessions
rockin in my head, obsessions

Know.

And no way to know! I'm going to try to wing this one and see if it works. Everyone always knows more than me so I say

let them provide.

Bad admission: Oh. bad, bad, bad! I completely blanked/forgot late phone convo with G. That sucks. Oh well, 'bout time he realized that I am more twisted than him. I hold almost nothing. No birthdays, no historical things, when is the 4th of July or New Years Day? I have actually asked these questions. And the alcohol effect just smoothes everything into nothing. Which is not so bad, most times, for me.

Omega 13: molecular equivilant of destroying the entire universe. Or a 13 second time-shift back. For what purpose? Perhaps tro redeem a ten-second-flat-said yo. or a mistake. I like it.

Open heart to
No Saturday
leave me dry another day
No Time, it is
KNOW TIME
NO TIME
no time
know time?
No time with you,
we done?

Ahhhh... my pants tingle

The Magic Lamp

Here a few quotes that regain my faith in humanity:

First is nabbed from some info that came in under my "monk" call for the blog (I love it!):

All right, my Monk has been *incredibly* lucky. He found a wand of > wishing on dlvl 2 and an (uncursed) magic lamp and coaligned altar in > the Gnomish mines. He's currently standing in the coaligned temple in > Minetown > at Exp 5, figuring out what to wish for. But he's a *monk* and doesn't > want to wish for body armor.and his OTHER wish ideas (already has 2 > blessed charging scrolls) are: You want MR and reflection as soon as possible, and it's very hard to get both for a monk (especially if you want to keep the robe and not wear a shield--monks make good casters).
> 1. An artifact. Monks have poor AC, and the quest boss is tough, hence > he wants an early advantage. > Staff of Aesculpacus: My characters often end up with underpowered > weapons, and the Drain Life ability would sure help with Master Kaen. However, > I might be able Not a total waste because of the regen, but weapons usually aren't worthwile. I wouldn't, but I could see a case for it.
> Orb of Fate: 1/2 physical damage and magic resistance, would help me > be less wimpy. But it's FRIGGIN HEAVY.


Second, one from my new LOVERS daytimer, you know, G., Hot G., G. Love (but not THE G. Love, although he rocks too!). But don't you hate wind? So annoying. Ok, time to start the Stoopid ripped stuff and get back to building the lamp, or get started, got this really... ok, wacky change of pace, rolling on the Sublime, suppose it's getting late, eh? Lamp in box on floor.

Where were we? oh, yeah, the lamp, it is magical (as is everything now, and scary too. that cryptic time when Everything is open. Please encourage this state in me if you know me, better for everyone, except everyone ends up insane, but I'll help.) ...damn another ramble? Okay so the lamp. it is 7' tall and has 3 jutting appendiges that consumate in brownish glowing bulb hoods, ahhh... I say eat me. The thing is friggin' awesome and funny at the same time, love that action.

Cranberry tossing going quite well, all under control and still fun. Lamp in box on floor, awaiting G.s call. How many Gs do you think I could take before passing out? I once wanted to be an astronaut, they can take about 8Gs I believe, air force 6 Gs no? before dying or passing out and crashing, pilot stuff. Anyone know? Roller coasters 3-4 Gs???? Am'n I even close, man?

You know what sucks in a way? I am so not a poser, posing. I am way up in the regae and not smoking, that sucks. I may smoke an ugly legal fag every now and then but it's not fair. I wished that I liked the buzz but it's not for me now. Oh well, the heart is true. Maybe someday when I move to S. Somewhere after the Littles are grown.

Damn, this is a long one (I said long one!). Must get somewhere near the lamp at least open the box and see what might make it shine, eh?

And G. might call. Life is good!

Oh, the second quote from my sweety is from B. Franklin:

"Dost thou love life? Then do not squander time, for that is the stuff that life is made of."

Let's just let that be, let it be, for now. All good. I don't tend to reread what I wrote so you may have to deal with whatever irritates you, but then again, that would be me just being me, so read at your desire.

Twisting Mox, full of, maybe actually, it.
too fun ;)

Like walkin on the Moon...

I seem to have everything I need, wow, is that unusual in (y)our world?

Just thought that Id show up today. A tad sore from yard work and other rrrrhhhh! don't get so bad as you like, me & G. are cool and he seems kinda stable in a crazy sort of way. I just walk around like one of those baboons at the zoo. Not willing to admit, or even REALIZE or understand, wtf this gentleman is here to teach. So fun, he's the best.

We're into the Doors and he is just cool, Morrison in general, and his, G. car! Sigh... what a thing! All pretty, open, pipes, moves, silver! Completely as obnoxious as both of us pretend not to be; watch out America, silly stoopid lovers get arrested in desert for practicing their Master Debater and Cunning Linguist skills, news at 11.

Good advise, don't make any changes on track 6, but def go to the number 7 Wicked Rebel of the Stoopid lyrics, just tickles, pretty. I don't smoke and that's my story, take my blood you bastards. Not! Hate the fear of enjoyment. What is the reco for treatment? Perhaps just enjoy.

I have one, play out the Sweet Honey.



He's so...

just that...


funny...

trust...

me here...


always...











people from work heading to Vegas to get married,


interested?


Make it better for the baby not yet conceived


Okay to step on me.

SLIGHTLY STOOPID LYRICS"Collie Man"And some man live his life For profits alone That very same man He lives his life all alone And the road to life Yes it goes up and down Doesn't really matter As long as the music goes on Hey mister collie man Why don't you come round no more Hey mister collie collie man Don't you hear me troubled call Hey mister collie man Look i didn't come to disturb You best not be come 'round here Unless you've got me sensi herb I never needed any Reason for me to say Through all them troubled times Yes me love you any way And the roughest path You know the rocky rocky road You know that Life and love is a Heavy heavy load Hey mister collie man Why don't you come 'round no more Hey mister collie collie man Dont you hear me troubled call Hey mister collie man Look i didn't come to disturb You best not be come round here Unless you've got me sensi herb You best not be come round here Unless you've got me sensi herb

Sweet Lion Pisses Me Off, Love Him Tho

Let's get this party started!

Leo horoscope for today follows, and that's all i did and he freaks! Ugh! such a timid kitty this one:

There's a residual seriousness tugging at your desire to cut loose and play. Interactions with friends and associates might be relatively shallow because no one is ready to delve into the powerful unasked questions that patiently wait at the edges of each conversation. Don't try too hard to avoid what needs to be said; everything will improve once it's out in the open.

Yes, I know that technically I am a cancer woman but I am def now LIT (Lion in Training). Like it or not, ask my peeps. And he will have to deal with the fire-water. if he chooses to.

So, yeah, scary night, this is definately one where he could walk. Me runnin' with the gun and all. Wait! need some tea, gonna follow his "recipe" back in a couple...

Okay it's brewing. So is this a good relationship? Do I need more than 3 hours every week to nail it? Not sure yet. Maybe 6 hours every other weekend might be better? It has been quite amazing and just about as much as I can stand as far as having an intrusive being in my space. He makes me laugh. And so does our impossible relationship, too funny! He told me to get back on eHarmony so I'll check that out tonight and try not to think about it tomorrow when I'm ravaging his soul, yum!

Ah, life. I'll pull off my top and drive the on-ramps (no speed limit on those) to clear the senses.

Just another day, I suppose. [will always love the untwisting Sweet Honey that just fired up].

Ahhh... it really is all good.

Mox

Ah, Yes... The Room is Red!

Wow. G is the dude! Already knew just from the standups and grabs. Listeneing now to Radiohead, Bends, sweet! Dreamy bliss...

(nice dream)

is just reality, too funny!

All the best, looking for his airy call; like the way Radiohead grabs, takes you up and dumps you in the air, and you just float or drop, totally yours, it does it for me.

Popular Mechanics dissappointing lately, no? Sweet sound of music and other people are more relevant. ?

So happy to be in Lion's room, sweet, beautiful, engaging, deliciociouso!

Best All!

No WAY, TOO WAY! TIME TORTURE ;)

Hey Gang-

Been 4 days, yikes, sorry! Takes me time to learn, ironic eh? the time thing. totally stupid for someone who knows that they can walk thru a wall.

Worst part is the backwards music that unwinds as you start Sweet Honey, it really is the Omega 13 twisting open... in less than a second! Funny time! SILLY time, rediculous time.

Way caught up in the Stoopid, way good stuff... no time, or really all the time I want. Too fun.

I have no reason to not take his hand, so i just might... caution: he does tend to hang ropeless on vertical climbs, so hope me luck!

All the best to you.

More later,
Mox

Pinned Thursday.

Raced away the afternoon with G. Sunshine, heartache, love and life. Took forever. We were probably there for an hour, he has no watch so we navigated by the sun. I like him.

ha ha! he's foxy! came a bit rangly to my door this day (especially yum!). I handed him a quarter for the coffee he wanted and expected him to leave, alas no.

But at least I did get stuck to the seat of the silly car he drives, topless and in front of everyone. Sometimes other people can't matter as much as the two of you, you know? I already told you about the on-stage grab right? smoothly executed, I barely! noticed. If it weren't for the signs "GROPEFEST 2007" I would have thought it as a joke and not a real art festival.

Oh well, he seems to like me, and I seem to like him, we'll see. Wish me the best. I wish you the best.

Happy landings,
Mox

Need a Blindfold

He goes 90 around the corners, earplugs because the thing has dual pipes out the back and some aweful (in a good way?) intake system, looks like a silly sweet noisy thing; when I feel it in action I'm sure I'll be pinned.

So today I found out that he has a job, and that is kinda good, helps cancer people; nice, good, helpful. Last guy had a lot of Spirit and no sense of real world, so that's cool. Helping each other is a skill that I am learning! Ha! A Cancer woman not being helpful! (well this moment anyway.)

Okay,
So haven't told him about the ,=6890hewts, late sometimes on the dance...

look you ;)









































































fact that he's just a beam of delight!

what the hell do I do with that fun shit?

Been nothing but Stoopid and wet for the last week!

NICE!

What's my name again?....

Complicated Unexplainable Interaction

So, yeah, nearly impossible, the Fire & Water, Leo Man meets Cancer Woman, footage at 6pm...

I've been extremely responsive to the sun and moon being up at the same time over the last 6 months. And clearing all my clutter, junk, old Cancer crap. I actually stand a chance of not only finding and understanding for Leo, but perhgaps even preparing myself for the next phase.


Wait, gotta get the Slightly Stupid back... Ok, good. He gave me everything I need, that's completely delicious for a first date! Both of us have the petal pegged, he red lines around 9K, me about 5.5K so I'll need some earplugs and just hope for the best, definately a helmet and maybe a blindfold...

So here is an interesting article that anyone who knows me might want to look at, let me know what you think, k?

http://www.sciencedaily.com:80/releases/2007/03/070302110931.htm

Did I mention that he is hot? Slightly Stupid, perfect for me.

Smooches!

Mox

Shields Melted. Commander should I activate the Omega 13?

Yeah, kissed him. If it weren't for that aweful fake Australian accent I would have spent the evening! Not only that but he insisted on keeping the Kompressor locked up out front while we rode the trolley, bloody bastard!

And if that's not enough, I had to pay for the cab ride home loves! This is not boding well for my new mate, did I mention he is from Austrailia?

And he hiked that big mountain in, i believe, New Zealand, because that is close to Austrailia, 17K feet, pretty impressive, altitude and all.

Did I mention how thankful I am to Spirit? You just stumble along and she continues to place, "What is that?" things along the way. All beautiful, amazing...

I live days where the sun (and you G) inspire me. The moon is a cool cleanser, refreshing all that the light touches>

Moxie has been moxed!

Cuddly kitten too smitten
Hungry dog twice bitten
Soul filled mine
Smiling fork resides
under a table, yet.

Yet.

A humble Mox

Shields Down

Yeah, met someone sparkling and delicious! He calls himself G. that's good enough for me. First date this Sunday, wish me luck, last 2 guys way rejection, sad me.

With new guy him gonna be hard to wait until 3rd date to live by the rule, we're both running way too hot. But that may plane out as we both drive sporty convertibles and like Sublime (and for that matter he might actually understand that sublimation is the unusual occurance of something turning directly from matter into gas, like CO2, dry ice, you know sublimation....)

Yeah, all of my chakras are on full spin, speed of light, this is fun! As fun is what I am looking for I have no reason for this to be temporary. Life really is how each person visualizes it, just that.

Oh the beauty of the mountains, piercing golden orb pushing me west, galant white orb gently drawing me home, west...


I am here.