Yikes! Cool Pretty RED BULL

it glows pretty!

good for drooling sessions which i am good at!

so deep, so mean.



my heart twisted
knots on head
nots in br

Hooray! Stoopid and Topless AGAIN!

Ughhh! Watching the Slightly Stoopid live video again, love it. You should have seen me at their concert this summer, dripping wet mess, mosh pit yummy dance moore need moore loved it!

Anywy, just way nice shaking my head, way low, to the beat, a bit WAY differently, yet to the same song. Okay and dancing all over the house while cutting celery. I admit it! And drooling, I drool when I'm excited. So G, where are you!

Sober... in many ways but not the one i seek.

Pretty!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N2akOiG7rSs


So back to my lovely DVD of Stoopid, really, I fell and crashed on this band. and so I have to dance, dance, dance, with them for reasons unknown.

Wow!

May Druids with uncommunicated positive sketchy magic infect your reality. :)

most fun!

Debs




























People are crazy

and that is what I love most about this life.

Pretty Little Red Dress

Elusive this day. She out there, short, kicky, fun-bright little dress, Dillards they tell me.

Me so here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_J7PQsy-XM8

They so cute. And HOT! HOT! HOT! Man, this is where to meet the man hunk! Laid back pot smokers, cig smokers, chill wanna-bees, who bust-a-move! Like work hard on whatever the glide, the interest.

I love love. I love sweet happy people. I especially love Shiny Happy People.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YbGSDkvh8B0

Evening light turns to dark,
as sun looks for spark,
water weilds torrent,
flow, uncontrolled,
past, past, past,
flowing.
Day as night
posed and bright
set and SIGHT!
moon calls back sunlight.
Morning light turns bright.

Let's get this party started! Until the break of dawn, me man!

Mox



Way deep into the Stoopid live video, shakin my head, mumbling... nice... calm.. push it.
O

Step Stools, Hand Trucks and Caves for Mister's Son

Title of this one enough, no? I'm exhausted and I write the damn thing! Need to get some of my stuff back from charity work; that feels good. Put it out, give...

Much better today. Full of piss & vinegar and fiesty, yet happy. amazing, eh?




ON CAVES:

Not Carlsbad, knew dat, here is another one:

http://www.desertusa.com/azkartchner/things.html

evening bat program available, interesting...



Ah Good!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WX9esv_US1A



G, back on phone, ugh!!!! good ughhh...

Okay, So Now It Is Like 3 Days Later, maybe, today's the... where the hell is the phone... 14th. pretty good math for a scientist, eh? how the hell else would we come up with 2.14159 if we weren't just a little crazy anywho?

Kids dining on homemade pizza bagels(like that's an accomplishment!). Really want to make bagels from scratch one of these days, hear it's an art: mix & rise, boil, then bake, curious!

So Thursday has become Booty Hookup Day in my group, like no joke. I have kiddo stuff at 8am then servicing at 9am. Brazillian Friday at 2:30, think of me then! send prayers!

OMG! We should SO get a betting-thing going on whether or not me and G actually follow thru with our plans. it's about as reliable as the lottery, so the odds of follow through are about... wait, I am the house! I'll take the "no" bet! But guess what? I'm NOT BORED. And even find it relaxing in my persuit of other relationships, which is nice; no pressure, just date and meet whomever, whenever. All nice and safe. And I am monogamous, G too.

So I believe that we are friends, that would be so nice for me just to know that he will be there in 10 years as my friend. maybe even my other friends can meet and come out to play with us in nice ways (happy hours, drag racing the venues, house parties?).

Anyone have connex to local resorts? When a kid I used to crash all this stuff, now it seems a tad... juvinile???


Beauty sleep, sweet dreams of an amazing

Any Day that You Have Grass in Your Hair is a Good Day

And I do.

And da Mox is a sad, tears. I'm so blessed and so needy. I spend so much time either living or planning my living that... well; that's not my angst, as EVERYONE but me knows.

I still can't shake the G. He has no... Ughh!1!.. interest in me...

As Mom said, "Where you're wanted lots, go little, where you're wanted little, don't go at all." Such wisdom. How practice Sensei? How?!!

Most dissapointed in myself, for something I can never do, I refuse! I will never close my heart, so I suppose I am dissapointed at... probably my expectations. which, given my idea of reality, expecting... i expect truth.

i expect fidelity. that has an implication of loyalty that extends beyond truth. truth with virtue, and trust. try to actually live that way. Dare you anyone!

Do you know what your religion is? Do you live that way?

A story I once heard of Budda (or a monk) who came across a scorpion in his path and realized the danger of the scorpion to be stepped on and die; the monk had no choice but to move the scorpion out of the pedestrian path, yet was stung. Next day, the monk strolled down the same path, [this makes me cry too, need a small drink, back in a sec..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxDPSWNoGLs


Reason I find myself with G is that, ughh!!! he's on phone now...

Boy Shorts and A Brazillian

Can't help but repeat this again:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ECznJPcWiRI

can you please tell me what the lyrics are? And how would you translate?

My Tao includes pretty rocks making holy water, sun through the leaves, and sun bouncing off water into the sky, interupted; sun in water. For today.

A bird died at work this summer:



Pink Carnations for a Baby Bird





i let you die today,
too busy
about my world.

a choice, a chance,
ahead of now.
you lie screaming for help

fuzzy, fluffy ball of down,
squealing silently upward,
pink and glossy,
in the morning sun,

just beyond grasp,
behind my shield of glass,
i am allowed to watch you die,
in my busy world.

i walk away
and forget you
as oven breath
delivers fruition.

now quiet and bent
in the silent hot wind
dried from the inside
frozen in gasp

i stand
wondering…




Can't help but FEEL and be of service these days. Not sure that anything really has changed, just need to give back to the world, like so majorly that there is no anything else! Goal now is to turn my daily WORK into SERVICE. In planning stages...

Do you know how nice it is to hug someone and scratch mutual backs?! Or to hug someone and massage shoulders? Or simply just to hug someone, kiss them, and really mean it? All the people I encounter regularly are so amazing, each their own, you know?

Okay, time to prep some grubbage for the offspring, yummy chicken & cheese tortilla things, made with love...


Mox
Actively engaged in the discipline of pleasure

Most Often You Don't Know Why

Things come to you.

I love Seal. And this one resonates:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1g9Ya6zkWvc

No boyfriend thing, just a mine...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1g9Ya6zkWvc

Friends. I simply want the bestest, most funnest friend ever. he should be a hairy man with passionate kisses. Not uptight or too afraid of tomorrow, agape at today. another wonder. tomorrow a dream.

Lost the astro-man because I am still adrift. He was absolute and so very real, me so not. Such a gentleman was the V. Wow! Oh well...

So it's late and i'm suffering from ponytial girlish fun: if you have your hair in a pony or two then when you need to clear your head over guys, just shake it. so theraputic, and stoopid, gotta love it!

Smooches Sis!

Love,
Mox

2 Weddings and A Breakup

I suppose me and Astro-man really helped each other, can only hope. It was fun and he was the most sweet, truely gentle man that i have encountered. I just happen to be a bit rougher around the edges



Seal is just the most best, and it means everything to me, only mine today, no man shares him with me, yet. Nick will.


I believe in flying, no plane, no kites, no parachutes, just flying...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ateQQc-AgEM


Once you've experienced the inside of the The Doors you transform. No way to look at life the same. Have to take G back to the Pink Taco and go there.

Makes me sound crazy 'gain. but i bet that's what's it's all about eh?


Fruited in joy and love, and service budding,

Mox