Monday, August 4, 2008

On Butterflies, Burden, and Letting Go...

Boo!

Ok, so the butterfly thing was off by 180 degrees; precisely because they are beautiful, makes you WANT to eat them. They must mate often. They fly slow, flitting delicately, super pretty and colorful. I watched one for 1/2 hour on my Lantana's thru the window (must have said this before no? it was profound.)

Burden of wanting more still torments me; working my zen on acceptance, so hard it seems. Great training at work, home, relationships. Need discipline of body. Major like of martial arts training in fall.

On Burden:

Can it be that the burden
is one of sweet lushiness
that wilts my leaves?
perhaps all is too much
simple brooming brings joy
and the softness of a gentle broom!
Delight :)
a tool gracefully brushing free Earth,
while fly on back seeks
sweet salty snack,
invited.


Okay, point 3:

Letting Go -
I have a teen moving/living across the country in 2 weeks. Affecting me more than I would have guessed. She has big box for Gramma to ship in the middle of her room. G, this is YINEEDU! Just Family shit. I had no idea it would hit me this way. Need support from friends. Don't get all up in my shit tho, cause have MAJOR work shit that is seemingly important NOW too.


All hot up in the Mox Box!
Rock on gang. We make life happen.

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